ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!

WELL IT'S MY 25TH BIRTHDAY TODAY AND BOY DO I FEEL OLD. UGH IT'S ON ONLY 25 BUT BY GOLLY I FEEL IT.BUT ALL IN ALL IM GOOD, I FEEL BLESSED TO HAVE MADE IT THE 25 YEARS I DID N TO HAVE THE BEAUTIFUL FAMILY I HAVE. MY CHILDREN IF NOONE ELSE MAKES ME HAPPY, MAKE MY LIFE COMPLETE. I HAD FRIENDS, THAT I THOUGHT WERE FRIENDS BUT AFTER 25 YEARS OF NONSENSE AND HIGHSCHOOL STUFF IM OVER THAT. IM DONE WITH THE LITTLE KID HE SAID SHE SAID DRAMA. IM 25, 25 YEARS OLD THATS A GOOD TIME TO REALLY START TO BE GROWN DONT YOU THINK. I DO. IM GOING TO TAKE UP PHOTOGRAPHY, AND PAINTING , I NEED TO DO SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE THATS PRODUCTIVE, I NEED AN OUTLET. IM A STAY AT HOME MOMMY AND I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THAT BUT I DONT WANT THAT TO BE MY ONLY DEFINITION WHEN YOU THINK OF ME. ID LOVE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL IN FACT AS OF THIS WEEK I WILL START WORKING ON MY GED AT HOME UNTIL I CAN GET INTO CLASSES IN THE FALL WITH NAVARRO, THANK YOU BABE FOR MOTIVATING ME, IF YOU CAN DO IT SO CAN I. THEN HOPEFULLY ICAN TAKE SOME ONLINE CLASSES,THAT WOULD BE AWESOME AND WHAT I ASPIRE FOR. LIFE IS GOOD, BUT I WANT BETTER AND I KNOW IN MY HEART I FEEL THAT THE LORD IS CALLING ME IN A DIRECTION TO DOSOME THINGS AND MAKE SOME CHANGES IN MY LIFE. TO START LIVING BETTER, AND BEING MORE ACTIVE AND PRODUCTIVE IN CHURCH, TO PUT MY HEART IN A FEWMORE THINGS INSTEAD OF SITTING ON THE SIDELINES AND WATCHING I NEED TO JUMP IN AND GET IN THE GAME. I COMPLAIN ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS BUT PUT MYSELF IN SITUATIONS THAT LEAVE ME OPEN FOR THE NEGATIVES TO HAPPEN AND HONESTLY IM SMARTER THAN THAT. I KNOW THAT AND IM GOING TOCHANGE THAT , IF ANYONE CAN IT WOULD BE ME AND ONLY ME. I CN BE THE ONLY ONE TO MAKE CHANGE I CAN BE THE ONLY ONE TO MAKE MY LIFE WHAT I WANT IT TO BE I CAN BE THE ONLY ONE TO "FIX" ME AND MAKE IT AND ME WHAT I WANT AND GOOD GOLLY I WILL. I LOVE YOU ALL...